There's such a loneliness inside of me. Noone is around to save me from this hell.
Why can't he understand that I'm not in the mood to move?
I should leave all behind. But I can't decide this so fast. I can't tell him "yes" or "no". I can olny say maybe. But for him its not enough.

So I have to face that maybe there is'nt a life for us together, and maybe we have to to our own things and find another lover?!